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Friday, January 11, 2013

When Writers Don't Deliver ~ Tess Gerritsen

Tess Gerritsen left a successful practice as an internist to raise her children and concentrate on her writing. She gained nationwide acclaim for her first novel of medical suspense, the New York Times bestseller Harvest. She is also the author of the bestsellers Life Support, Bloodstream, Gravity, and The Surgeon. Tess lives with her family in Maine. (PHOTO CREDIT: Paul D'Innocenzo) --as appeared her blog.

When Writers Don't Deliver  (first appeared at Crime Fiction Collective)

It’s every aspiring author’s dream. A publisher offers you a big contract for your next book, the deal gets announced to the press, and you receive a check as an advance payment. Now all you have to do is finish writing the manuscript, send it to your editor, and presto! You’re a published author.

Or not. Because a lot can go wrong between signing the contract and your book’s appearance in stores. I was reminded of just how often things do go wrong when I recently came across this article :

A New York publisher this week filed lawsuits against several prominent writers who failed to deliver books for which they received hefty contractual advances, records show.
The Penguin Group’s New York State Supreme Court breach of contract/unjust enrichment complaints include copies of book contracts signed by the respective defendants.

Among the five authors mentioned in the article are Prozac Nation author Elizabeth Wurtzel, who signed a $100,000 deal in 2003 to write “a book for teenagers to help them cope with depression,” and blogger Ana Marie Cox, who signed a $325,000 contract in 2006 for a humorous book about political activists.
I don’t know the particular circumstances of these authors. Perhaps personal issues — a divorce, a severe illness, or unremitting depression — kept them from delivering the promised manuscripts. 

Perhaps they did in fact deliver the manuscripts, which were deemed unsatisfactory by the publisher and rejected.

Or perhaps they suffered from an all-too common writer’s malady: crisis of confidence. I know all about it, because twenty-five years ago, it almost derailed my budding writing career.

I had just sold my first romantic thriller, Call After Midnight, to Harlequin Intrigue. The book sold well and was nominated for a Rita award. Although I didn’t sign a contract for the next book, my editor anxiously waited for my second novel. And she waited. And waited.

Two years later, all I had to show her were partials of various abandoned novels, stories that started off well enough, but within fifty pages had run out of steam. I just couldn’t finish that second book. The months went by and my panic grew. This wasn’t just writer’s block; this was a full-stop career block. I was doomed to join the crowded ranks of one-book wonders.

I don’t remember how I got past those dark months. What I do remember were the calls from the editor, the sound of disappointment in her voice when I told her I still didn’t have anything. Eventually the calls between us stopped, leaving editorial silence, a sign that my publisher had at last given up on me. But I hadn’t given up on myself, so I kept writing.

What saved me in the end was this: I finally gave myself permission to write badly. I decided it didn’t matter if what I wrote was unpublishable, as long as I just kept writing. Up till then, I had abandoned at least three different story ideas within the first hundred pages, because all I could see were the flaws, and I got discouraged. Then I’d get seduced by a different story idea, a brighter, shinier premise on the other side of the fence. And I’d go chasing after that new premise until it too started to show its flaws. I couldn’t finish a single book because I wanted it to be absolutely perfect, from beginning to end. From the very first draft. Which is like expecting your child to speak four foreign languages and play Bach on the piano at age five.

Children don’t start off perfect, and neither do manuscripts.

At last I pulled out one of my earlier attempts, a story about a woman doctor being sued for a case of malpractice that is, in truth, a murder. The hero is the plaintiff’s attorney, whose goal is to destroy her career. It had been months since I’d looked at the story, and suddenly I saw new possibilities. I resumed writing it. This time, I didn’t stop to edit, I didn’t stop to think: “oh, this part sucks.” I stuck to my mantra: Just keep writing. And I did, all the way to the end.

The result was a first draft that was full of inconsistencies and mid-story plot shifts and characters who kept changing. But at least I had a first draft. I had a beginning, a middle, and an end. I had something to fix, and I did. In 1990, Under The Knife was finally published — three years after my first novel.

In the past twenty-five years, I’ve written twenty-four novels. I’ve never forgotten those depressing, desperate months when I couldn’t finish a book. Over the years, the writing hasn’t gotten any easier; it’s hard work, and it always will be. I’ve learned that I simply have to forge ahead, no matter how awful my writing seems, or how outlandish my plot. Because here’s my second mantra: I can fix this. I might need five or even ten re-writes, but eventually I’ll make that story work and I’ll turn in that manuscript as promised.

Publishers want writers they can count on, writers who are both reliable and consistent. They’ll usually give the author a certain amount of leeway if unavoidable crises pop up, such as serious illness or a death in the family, but eventually the contract has to be honored… or else.

And that’s what separates the professionals from the amateurs. The professional always delivers.


  1. I'm going through a little bit of what you went through with you second book..and this being one of my first manuscript. I seriously thinking of having it to be published.The only difference is,I don't have a publisher.
    I have completely stop writing on it or in it.Because I compare myself to published authors,and I don't want to change to much of the plot/characters around from what I originally wrote.I call it swaying (if that's a word) from the original plot/characters of what I wrote.
    Also I always reread what I wrote and try my d*mnest to correct what I wrote WHEN the manuscript isn't completed.I'm not familiar in that area,I just going on what I think should be corrected.Another thing is,writing something that will catch a readers attention.
    Oh, the thrills of trying to write a manuscript so it can be my first book.

  2. Tess,

    Thank you for sharing your story and your courage. Writing through to the end of anything is difficult, but that second book - agh! It's good to be reminded that it's a common malady and that it just requires intestinal fortitude and sticktoitiveness. Getting over the hump of finishing that second book really opened up my writing and I'm back to actually enjoying the journey again!


  3. Thank goodness there's only one sophomore novel. For me, it was excruciating! Comforting to know I'm not alone.

  4. Tess, love the analogy: Children don’t start off perfect, and neither do manuscripts. And, as is the case with children, a real author can't abandon a manuscript, once started.
    This post is very appropriate for me right now, as I struggle to find just the right tack for my next novel to take. Think I'll have a sign made to go just above my computer: I can fix this.
    Thanks for the encouraging words. Best wishes.

  5. My professional background is proofreading legal documents and music directing, both of which require an obsessive attention to detail. When I suddenly found myself working as a wardrobe mistress,I struggled with a new paradigm. If a costume ripped on stage, I had to repair it stat so the actor was ready for his next entrance. After watching me struggle with accepting even temporary imperfection, my actress daughter gave me a clock with a new mantra: "Done is good; done is beautiful" and the concept finally clicked. I knew that I could always fix a costume better once the curtain came down, but during the show I just needed to "git 'er done". I think it's time to apply this to my writing as well. Thanks for the insights!


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